Every day is filled with a roller coaster of emotions. Some good and some bad. The important thing to remember in this life we live is to enjoy the journey. More often than not, we choose to focus on the end result. So much so, that we neglect to be in the moments that are passing us by. Be in your moments and treasure them because one day, the way we made others feel will be all we leave behind for others to remember us. Make each day count!
My name is Melody and I like to write! I love how words can come together in a conversation, story, or song and can create something that generates a response in those that are exposed to it. Words have the power to do so much. It is up to us to determine how we choose to use them. I am truly blessed to be a child of God, wife to my husband of 21 years , and mother to two great kids. With God first in my family, I am victorious~
Okay so I had this really great blog that I did last night from my phone and it is nowhere to be found this morning. Probably a good thing too, since it was more like a vent fest than a blog worthy of note. Anywho, so much has happened since the last blog that I just don't even know where to begin. God bless the person who invented lexapro, because without it I would be a complete "nutjob". Not to say that I am in any way sane, but at least I am not walking around with the urge to hit people and I am able to bite my tongue enough to not put a gaping hole the size of Texas in it. I feel so defeated and drained. I just want to be happy, that's all! Is that too much to ask? I am not happy anymore. I am tired of trying to "fix" things. I am tired of always being the one to make things better. My patience is wearing very thin and I just feel so done with everything. If after all this time I can't make things clear enough to understand then how am I ever supposed to. I just want to be the very best I can be for my babies and if it comes at the risk of being selfish then so be it. I have come to the realization that I need to find my own happiness by whatever means possible. I just hope and pray that God will guide me down the right path and show me the way.
