I just don't know what to do with myself

Don't know just what to do with myself. Sung like Cameron Diaz in"My Best Friend's Wedding" My mind is like a whirlwind right now, I know I have so much to do but where do I make the time. I am so unmotivated when it comes to my schoolwork it is not even funnty. I do NOT like online classes. I abhor them. I know this going to have to be the only way to get this done butI have almost given up. I just got my computer up and running again and I am soooooo behind. My instructor has yet to respond to my plea for help I feel like a failure. A quitter! I don't know what is going on with me but i do know that I don't step up and do my thing... I will never reach my goal and what good would that be. I keep hoping that by some miracle something will come my way and tell me what I need to do but noyhing yet. I have never been so anxious to feel the the Lord's presence in my life as I am now. for I still have faith that this is but a minor setback and only a stepping stone to something greater. For i know that He has a plan for me .